This still lacks a title

You are the guidance and the truth
that I have been seeking
and I can't believe you're still standing here
with tears in your eyes
still able to adore me for who I am
and not all that I could've been.

So here I am living through complications
of loving someone I can never have,
just holding onto each of your words
written on the screen,
praying that our worlds will one day meet
but no god will heed me.

What good can you see in me
and where is this purpose that I live for?
Because when I had my cross to bear
you were the only one left standing
when others had forsaken me.
Am I your dark messiah,

your hope in the dead of night darkness?
Hold me close to your body
and whisper into my ear.
Tell me I am more than a son,
much more than a man can ever be,
so I can be the person you see with in your eyes mind.

Would you take all my pain
and make it your own
because I would shoulder yours,
lift you up and carry you home.

Let me speak to you
drown your misery in my words
and cleanse me of my fears
because your voice is strange and familiar.