Adsense is funny

So I started using for a while now. Nothing too extravagant comes out of it, but it's what I do to get attention and butts in the seats. Most of the people reading are people that know me and because I left my writing niche back at the WordPress account and with the demise of my relationship with Jyg. But never fear, Adsense is here! So you know, I can read the links that are posted all over the page just as long as I don't click on them because that's breaking the rules. In fact there are a lot of rules and I'm not sure if talking about Adsense is one of them. I know that I can't tell you something - I won't say it because that would be like telling you - but I don't ever remember reading this little tidbit of pointing out one their ads that amused me in such a way that I just have to call attention to it.

Because my relationship with Jyg has ended, it seems that the ad at the bottom of the page (click picture because by the time you read this, it just might not be there) is telling me to throw in the towel. Again, because I can't click on the ad, I will never know what's behind it and where it will lead me to. That's just something I have to live with.

This post is going to sound a little Sex Wednesdayish, minus the porn and the scantily clad women whose boyfriends/husbands felt the need to post their pics online for assholes like me to expose, but I digress. According to the book The Average American:

"The average American's sex life starts at sixteen and the average American adult has sex 116 times per year and has 14.3 sexual partners in his life time."

This leaves me at 11.3 people short of being average. Yes, I just admitted that I'm a 25 year-old man who's only had 3 partners in his life and was wishing that his last partner would be his last partner. Now, nothing is for sure and nothing will ever be a sure thing, because in this world there is only faith and doubt and nothing can be an absolute. But to find another 11.3 people to sleep with? C'mon! I don't even know where to find a .3 of a person, let alone 11 people to have sex with. And I don't want to do that because sex is supposed to be emotional.

Oh wait, there I go again, not being a "man." Well, fucking and screwing doesn't make you a man. Setting down and laying roots does. I admitted a lot things today that I should've admitted along time ago. I've always had the habit of waiting too long and letting things go before I realized that I should have said more, or done things differently.

Tonight, I have a date with Jyg. Tonight was supposed to be the last night I ever saw her, or ever talked to her again. And I couldn't do it because no matter what has happened between us, I can't stop loving her.

So I won't be looking for a new Mexican bride that Adsense states is waiting for me behind the link. I'll just be here waiting until something is made apparent or I'm in the arms of the lover I so desperately long for.